there's.... somethin'! somethin about this place... somethin about lonely nights, and my lipstick on your face.
today is (was?) Halloween. Halloween used to be my favorite holiday, and i still like to believe that it is, but... it's lost it's magic. there used to be something so special about it, and i still have fun dressing up, but it's just not the same.... Now i just get tired earlier, and wanna go home and go to bed. when did i turn into an adult? it used to be so fun to be able to be someone I'm not, stay up late and walk around town taking candy from strangers... Now my favorite part is getting other people ready. I think next year I'm gonna go all out on my house and be the candy hander-outer. i always swore i would never be <i> that</i> person, but i think it would be a little bit more fun for me... Just stay in, have some friends over, and watch scary movies in the dark, only to be interrupted by scary little monsters knocking on my door. Maybe.
there's eighteen days till my nineteenth birthday!! For that and Christmas, I only want money. and by money, i don't mean gift cards i mean cash money. greenbacks. duck ends. simoleons.
I wonder how blogs become popular. I mean, I post on Facebook, but that doesn't really do much, cuz no one on Facebook pays much attention to me.. and if you do, make yourself known! I feel like I waste my time with this. not that it would really benefit anyone to read my aimless verbal vomit.
